It would mean, those people who
only had a physical connection to Shivabalayogi wouldn`t have any
connection without his body after Mahasamadhi. Those devotees who
had a soul connection would have been in consensus with the yogi and
come to a decision.
One of the very few who had been
sitting in front of Shivabalayogi Maharaj and had kept word by word
in writing is Thomas L. Palotas and he concludes that The truly enlightened
do not use spiritual power for their own benefit, so they will not
heal their own physical afflictions. Especially in the last few years
of his physical life when Sri Swamiji`s body suffered so very greatly,
people would ask why he did not use his powers to heal himself. After
all, they would point out, his physical ailments were causing sorrow
to the devotees and they were also interfering with Sri Swamiji`s
ability to travel and give darshan. Sri Swamiji would respond very
firmly that it would be misuse of powers to use them for himself.
He has come to this earth and completed tapas not for his own sake
but to serve all people at the instruction of his Guru. Sri Swamiji
would never use his powers for himself. He cared nothing for his body
and he repeatedly said it made no difference to him whether he completed
his mission with or without his body.
Those many devotees had come to find the truth in their Meditation
and they would have approached Lord Shiva, the Guru, in the attitude
of a friend? It is difficult, it is impossible to believe and Shivabalayogi
and all spiritual leaders, all the sadhus and fakirs are in consensus
that God is not anyone`s friend, also not the friend of his tapasvin
disciple Shri Shri Shri Shivabalayogi Maharaj regardless of how many
years of Tapas whether it be twelve or thirteen or one thousand years
like Ravanna in Indian x history.. We all know it from Shri Swamiji`s
own book, officially given in a blue cover to Thomas L. Palotas, very
much officially, very much proving, in front of many honourable judges.
I would also agree to a pseudonym, and I have made up my mind: Mr.
Hasani. "It is our Mr. Hasani". It was an official who had
said and is, of course based on an experience. Only yesterday, it
means it`s fresh. Delete it. There is a crux to it. If he get no healing
why should you. Those devotees who couldn´t and wouldn´t
also shouldn`t, like the great yogi, maha-maham-maa.
Oh come on, that is already proof enough. More proof isn`t needed.
I am one is eko aham. Believe it or not.
Shivabalayogi, He gave strict instructions that if devotees inquired,
those attending Sri Swamiji were to respond that Sri Swamiji was enjoying
good health. He did not want the devotees to worry about him. When
Sri Swamiji became very ill while touring the United States in 1991,
we rearranged his schedule of programs to give him rest. On this occasion
also, he gave us strict instructions that no one was to be told about
his illness or anything else other than he was simply resting. We
were not even allowed to tell other devotees where he was staying.
As a result of his concern about unnecessary worry, most devotees
had no idea of the severity of his illness until his final samadhi.
For devotees who meditated regularly there wasn`t any need to be told
and the others didn`t care.. His path, in order to come closer to
God and Swamiji, is dhyan. All devotees know. Love can`t do it or
Maria Magdalena would have prevented at the time what had happened
to Jesus Christ. Today, it is the same devotees who want to give info,
in case... if people have questions.. just read their websites.
Ahhh, the experience, of course! In dhyan not, I had reported to the
official and he had said, "this is our Mr. Hansani. He refuses
to take help".
Oh my God! Anyone who´s
had a blister, only a blister... the pain that man, I saw yesterday,
must have had is unimaginable to me How can he bear, both, the Station
Master Official as well as that man. Upon the official`s response
I`ve given it to Swamiji for the very first time. Yesterday. Immediately.
Han - Han - Hanumanji, achcha! In German language one would say, not
the brightest candle on the cake. To make a long story short, there
are two guards in charge. One is Lord Bhairava Bhagawan and one is
Lord Hanuman. Both, they are not regarded pure. They are half /half.
Half human, half God. In the aeons of time, long ago, there used to
be very close relation between the two. They do understand each other
very well. It goes back in time until then. It means, one has to get
in touch with them. They have to agree. If they like you it is one
and if they don`t, they tare you apart. They rip you to pieces. Don`t
complain, not that I haven´t told you.
by Mr. Hasani...........As it is done
in Circus it is a Divine Play. It is honoured, either or. Not at night
and not at day.
Those who have the soul connected, ask them, if one wants the mind
on and to Shivabalayogi Maharaj connected, how would one do it. They
know how to bring one group up and another down and, for the sake
of Shivabalayogi Maharaj and his Mission, it is a given emphasis on
HIS mission, one must place a deep worry into the so - called devotees
mind in order to deeply disturb their minds, hearts and soul.. Like
a wheel going round and round the mind tries to solve ....but if...then...why......
and since the solution cannot be found because the foundation is fake...
but if Shivabalayogi was such a great yogi then why ......................................................
Worries are good for nothing but those and similar thoughts are like
a knife. I am not talking about a knife that cuts a cake. I am talking
about the knife of differentiation of mind that cuts it into forty
pieces. Birthday isn`t regarded as high as Tapas Anniversary that
only few human celebrate whereas a Birthday Party is quite common
in the United States.
Indians know when they have taken a body. A spiritual birth is something
different. The Gayatri Mantra is for "The Twice Born". The
female are not in need of it. They receive all knowledge through through
their Guru, first the father than the husband and then it would be
the brother.
That is the very reason why an Indian Swami had openly remarked about
the girl in New Delhi who got raped by a group of men and died after
enormous suffering. One had taken her out of the Sub Continent to
one of the best hospitals in Asia and in spite of those actions, her
life couln`t be saved. There was an uproar amongst Indians and they
were all challenged by the words of that renown Swami with many followers.
Had`the girl approached her offenders in the attitude of brothers,
she could have avoided the calamity of misuse, of that rape of an
unimaginable brutiny exercised on her. Her boy friend is in a life-long-
wheel..... KARMA. If they hadn`t gone to the cinema that evening,
if they hadn`t taken the bus, if he would have been killed instead
of her...... and that SWAMI lifted it up to a spiritual level and
our thanks go to him. Remember the pure woman in the sari? Nothing
could be done to her. God had himself prevented. It is in everything
we see and also in what we don´t see. Eko Aham.
When Shri Shri Shri Shivabalayogi Maharaj gives instruction to a person
yogi gives blessing. First, yogi is asking a person before giving.
By the result one can tell. Is it an apple tree or is it some other
tree. The fruits tell you. By it`s fruits everyone comes to know.
Mango, in India it is a mango tree. Those fruits are liked the most
in the heat of the days.
We all know what pure is. It is without blemish then it is regarded
pure Mr. M.P. Singh in connection with, on and in Shivabalayogi Maharaj
is pure. It is bhava without blemish. It is Swamiji in bhava on. It
has been changed to time, in pure. But he has a wife....... M.P.>Singh,
greater than himself. Lord Shiva talks to his consort. "What
is Dhyana?" It`s fruit should be juicy. It`s fruit should be
sweet. It should be in a certain form. That form Indian like the best.
For Shivabalayogi Maharaj one would naturally only want the best.
The best paper, the best writer, the best. Simply The Best. One can
twist and turn it as one likes but of course, there is a tiny gap.
That is how the light comes in. That`s how it shines from above. Like
a peeping Tom, it is very much the same. And hence the bhava to Tom
Palotas had asked, why is he creating all those differences. He has
given himself the role of an International Trustee of Sri Sri Sri
Shivabalayogi Maharaj.. Go ahead, who should stop... You know......
THE LIVING, it goes for idiot and all others also. "O, Devi!"
No. It`s not all peanuts for Swamiji and we are not talking of peanut
butter. We are talking of pure ladies. We are talking to pure ladies.
We only know of pure ladies. "What is dhyana?"
Certainly, it isn`t to be found at those places, Shiva, my consort,
let me tell and advise you.. The where, the how, the what we find
in living your life The rules of conduct, so to speak.. Always keep
my address, in times of, shiva parvati @yahoo.de. It is for me. It
is for you. It is simple truth. Not that I want to be a scholar but
it is also for them. Yogi is for all. The cover is designed for and
with children, one to be precise. Eko aham. One of six is seven. Like
the book, it´s higher math. Invisibly protected
and it is only it´s website. It`s not the real yet. It is only
talk. It is only a cover, newly befitting The Divine Play, of course
handmade. They are of use, it all depends who has inaugurated, who
has given blessing, who`s name has been mentioned, who had taken the
trouble of writing. Not now, had. Had is completed in the past. (Written
in 1996, published 1997). Given in Adivarapupeta to Swamiji, November
1997. We are Rajput. We are already famous. We are of gotra, we are
of breed. Dhyana is your - whatever - is for people in India who are
called "Untouchable". Very much resembling Swamiji. "Look,
don`t touch!" Yes, a glass house. Conservatory, a winter garden.
Nice. Who wouldn´t like it. Don`t cast stones, if you are sitting
in one. How many agents does God have is a rhetorical question. One
isn´t expected to count. We judge them by their experiences.
That`s how we have come to know. We are warriors, understand that.
We are not lions in a zoo. Jai, Bhairava! Dedicated to the temple
in Kashi. The golden temple. The only one. Eko Aham.
For that one need not go into a retreat into the pine trees. I pee
on it! That makes it `hi`. Let`s make Shivabalayogi great again. "Hi,
Swamiji!" what do ´these people think who they are.
Shiva, my Lord, they are American.
They are born free. Don`t get excited for nothing. They would of course
not know how and where to place their feet, let alone into which direction.
Don´t get aroused, yes, you are The Lord. You are big and strong,
no doubt about it. It`s the culture gap. These people do not understand.
You need to teach them and patiently explain. You`ve put them on the
path. It`s all those who had come without prior testing. They haven´t
passed any test at all and that is your Shivabalayogi. HE carries
your name and you had said, o.k. Try it! You are, Lord Shiva, not
Vishnu. Not this time. Leave me alone with that man of rules, Rama
Rama! Remove your car or I help you remove it, rama rama...... his
vehicle is what, a unicorn or a simple white horse? Vishnu the 10th,
an Avatar, Kalki. Who has said it is? The Book said. I am one is eko
Aham. An Indian with a feather on a horse, that one. The Chief Director.
The Art Man. That is the one.
He`s just come from a retreat in the name of, don´t say. Keep
it. Psst......in North Carolina, USA. Until the 9th of June 2018.
Really?
How many have passed the test this time?
Tom Palotas has said I should make a list. He also wants to know whom
he should love and who not, Mr. Hasani. It`s not. He is not on the
list. Most probably, he is an M. Indians would know. They`ll fill
it for you. "What are
all those symbols?" These are the symbols for those who ask "what
is dhyana?"
After so many retreats they are still asking?
That`s what twenty - four - hour - bjhava means, Swami on an apple..They
make a dream Team, Miss Yashoda is a pure lady and `Yogi is love`,
for Tom, L.Palotas. Tomorrow would have been my mother`s birthday.
Swamiji can`t say. It`s not only a matter of give. It is also a matter
of take. Here, we have a situation where Swamiji wants it terminated
but Thomas L. Palotas and Jagadish Kumar are opponents to Bhava in
and on and of Shivabalayogi Maharaj for the reason of `misuse´.
One can play it up, one can pretend, one can fake it. Very easily
one can. People are basically idiots with no experience, no former
upbringing in spiritual matters, easy prey to and for preachers, spiritual
leaders and those who are only readers. Reading from a book is not
praying. It is reading. Meditating is not resting or sleeping or letting
go, and of course one needs a teacher like one needs a teacher for
everything in this world.. In India, it is referred to as Maa who
gives and takes, both. The First and The Last breath. It is about
Pranayama.
If you are already practicing Pranayama,...... yama is when it is
exhaled. STOP: If it not follows pretty soon then a person is regarded
dead.
The most direct evidence that Sri Swamiji took on karma comes from
a devotee`s experience which took place in Dehra Dun in the 1980`s.
Jolly good! It is quite simple to prove. We haven´t come to
prove is to express, Swamiji also does not want to get caught. Hashtag:
ME TOO. Good Lord, where all his hands went, where all he touched.
One female had said,"here I think he`s touching my Heart Chakra
and he maybe touching my boobs!"
"Where should I keep it?"
I have come in the form of a lawyer for Shri Swamiji. I have come
to defend him. I am talking to all three lokas. I am one- Eko aham.
Only one slap on the butt would be enough. Not a single one has complaint.
They all loved it. Lord Krishna, after all, is a pretty good lover
and a great spender. By no means could one say that he´s misused
his powers. The ladies literally fell into his arms and heart, very
easily. A Romeo, that R.B. Singh, a very nice one. We all loved him
much more than that talker and liar and so good looking! Nice. What
powers!
A penny for your thoughts, Mr. Hasani.. In this life and in all the
others, yogi is one. I had asked Mr. Thomas L. Palotas. It is not
the love between two men that Shivabalayogi spoke about, it is the
practice which he regarded `not good´. When one man takes another
man from behind in the place where usually nothing goes in, only out,
then one is surprised how well that yogi is informed about what homosexuals
do in private and in public, to show their love and render themselves
in deep devotion to one another. If one can talk about taking on Karma
then one can also talk of the homosexual practices. One can ask the
yogi every question. There are enough questions, only the people who
ask are few. Thomas L. Palotas is the witness. Yes, we can. THIS is
a spiritual website. Shiva Parvati@yahoo.de, it is a website one must
know. As one must know what me too means and two men from front and
behind, from left and from right, from up and from down. Inside and
outside becomes one in EKO AHAM.
"We all have been sitting in front
of Swamiji and word by word it had to be translated....."
What is brutiny?"
It is brute and brutality combined
to one word. In a new body, so to speak. What should two men do and
how would they love a woman? For women, there is nothing to be gained
by and through gay men. It is that simple in yogi is love. They wouldn´t
protect women and children.. They protect themselves, only. They can´t
do what a woman can do. They have no power, no shakti. What they have
is strong desire and that desire is easily found and fulfilled with
another man. Women, females in general are much more complicated on
that field. In dhyana is no difference. No difference at all. "She
is mental" is a common feature, addressed to ladies. "We
all have been sitting in front of Swamiji and word by word it had
to be translated......however." "Indeed, we are deeply indebted
to you."
No harm in asking, but if one is a Managing Trustee of Shivabalayogi
Maharaj, one must know. Trustees of an International Trust must know
what international means.
I used to be the sunday bhava on the 4th floor. It is possible within
one week. The mahasamadhi Shivabalayogi without a comma, without full
stop. Perhaps, maybe isn`t possible for a true devotee, with the Blessing
of the Yogi. Swamiji cuts his way through. "Forget about karma."
I have, at no point in time in my own life, been sitting in front
of someone whom I have perceived clothed in white and given salutations
to that one who`s body is said to be white, and who is many coloured
and has four hands and is said to be, the Lord of Yogis devoted to
Shiva and Godess Parvati other than sitting in myself in front of
various people who regarded themselves to be sitting in front of the
astral manifestation of a yogi who had passed away outwardly.
The yogi I had met had been nude, completely undressed, besides a
loin cloth that, while seated, couldn`t be seen. His body wasn´t
white. For a South Indian his skin was rather fair which mattered
a lot to Indians but ment nothing to me. He was a short built man,
very ordinary looking like a sadhu -, not in any way spectacular like
others on the rivers and at the temples and auspicious places in India.
Who and what the man Shivabalayogi Swamiji was devoted and, dedicated
to had been invisible to me. There weren´t any hints given to
the public by photographs or otherwise. The yogi had a very small
photograph in a frame in front of himself on the platform called dias
which was of no interest to the people coming to the yogi. He was
regarded Yogi. One was told that He is a Yogi. The A was, as I remember,
always given in English language. There wasn`t any doubt that Shivabalayogi
wasn`t the first and not the last Yogi in the land of so many sadhus
and yogis. There wasn`t any question for any one at all whether that
the man was A Yogi. Whether he was what he and his followers claimed
about him or whether he was only another of the many promising ones
was at question, certainly. I questioned him. I had come from the
West where other yogis from Asia were already after the youths in
western countries, and I had wondered whether Shivabalayogi might
be one of those fellow men. Shivabalayogi had asked me:
"Do you think that Swamiji is a Money Guru?"
We had given a donation on behalf of my mother-in-law and received
a receipt with the yogi`s photograph on it which gave Information
also about taxes in India. That was on my mind.
"When you walked in here, did anyone ask you for money?".
Shivabalayogi aked the question pointedly at me..
No. No one had asked.
"There is no money on Swamiji`s mind." Shivabalayogi had
said very pin pointedly to me.
Is it that: The object of dhyana is the Guru`s form?
I had worked on exactly five
forms of Shivabalayogi in my dhyan which I was able to mentally keep.
I was not in need of any outer Photograph on an altar of. Shivabalayogi
who lived in those forms in my own mind.
One day, an inner voice in dhyan said, `yes, that is Swamiji` and
then the audible presence opened my mind a`little further to all the
other photographs and pictures ever taken and all the forms in which
the yogi had and would present himself in the future not only to me
but also to others. I had taken more than a year for those five, and
it had become five forms to avoid boredom in working on them. The
question addressed to me was very obvious. How many did I intend to
make, and if I would only leave out one, then what?. Yes I liked the
forms but then I painted the screen black in my mind. It was a relief
after a few sessions. Shivabalayogi had gone incognito. I needed not
to look after, not to keep, not to cling on. Dhyan gives fear because
one isn´t used to be alone with oneself. It is an alien field
one is stepping on to. The eyes tend to flicker. The slightest outer
let´s them flicker and the eye-balls move.
The object is that - the space between the eyebrows called, The Brikuti.
Which Guru?
It is the space between the eye brows, internationally, for everyone
who refers to Shivabalayogi DHYAN since given by His Guru to the yogi
who in turn is teaching human the same technique ever since and it
is done regardless of the prior background of those who approach the
yogi and completely given from within.
Which Guru`s feet?
Internally and Internationally is two different words like two completely
different photographs of Shivabalayogi. One who refers to international
and another who talks about internal are likely to misunderstand one
another. First, we need to clarify what it is we are talking about.
Nothing is given without experience, not with Shri Shri Shri Shri
Shivabalayogi Maharaj. When HE steps onto the scene spirits and astral
bodies accompany him. HE has an entourage like any other Pop Star.
Imagination and fantasy are different from one another as imagination
is different from Inspiration - and that is why Yogi don´t like
the outer spoken word. It leads to find and fight and consumes time.
THAT GURU. The one who is caught up in words.
Which mantram ?
The Mantra Om Shiva Bala is like the photograph that the Yogi had
and I kept in front of himself and myself on his and my dias. If you
want to meditate - shivabala, please do. Others are attached to the
yogi more than to God, also if it comes in the form of Shiva Parvati.
They do like Swamiji more than God. One can`t ask of God anything
besides blessing for dhyan and for love and devotion. One can`t approach
God and say one needs God`s help to find one`s dog or that one has
a headache. That isn`t advised by the yogi. Only for dhyan and love
and devotion. Only then one is on the safe side with God. Safe would
mean, one remains in the divine play. God also would try to get you
off the table. In other words to resign. God likes temples, especially
in his own name and secondly, God likes temples also in all his other
names. God likes to be worshipped by mantram, by word, so that others
also can hear. What God is not keen to have is human beings in that
place where it is said that the fear of God is the beginning of wisdom.
The source is through the Guru´s grace.
Regard it with special attention at the beginning of Tom Palotas`
book The Living Yogi once you pass through the gate. Remember the
camel! The one in the Bible, not the one in Rajasthan, India.
Pure and poor is a world apart as I have already told R.B. Singh when
he had come to Germany with Shivabalayogi`s attendant Jagadish Kumar.
I have talked with him about the Yoga Vashistha and explicitly told
which of the stories I liked. He had responded that even he liked
those ones. I need not repeat which of the stories. It is quite obvious
to someone who knows The Yoga Vashistha.
Jagadish knows, R.B. Singh knows and yet I have to defend my own book.
They are men, they come down if they talk on behalf of a women like
a "Bibi ka Ghulam"
The entrance story has been Lord Ganesh`s or rather his own brother`s,
you know which one. It seems to be all in second case, in Genetiv
form. In the form of which.
Which witch?
In the form of letters, those witches. In Shakti Rupa.. If the Guru
has been given four hands what is he using them for?
For don`t touch any of his devotees? As it has already been said,
not the brightest candle on the cake.
Who is it?
It is the photograph of His Highness of Bhadawar performing the arathi
to Shri Swamiji Shivabalayogi Maharaj. I have taken the photograph
myself after the evening program in April 1979 at the compound of
my brother`s house in Agra. His wife, Maharani of Bhadawar, has sent
to me her memories so that I use them for my book. Had It been my
own memories only, I wouldn´t have cared but it`s been handed
to me by my own family and it is my responsibility to make a foundation
on which to keep and preserve those special memories. It is the husband
of my own sister - in - law, Maharani of Bhadawar, and what she`s
said is "Guru is higher than God". My own husband she had
given deep knowledge in one word, aloud, so I could also hear. "Bibi
ka Ghulam". I knew by her intonation that it was a special word
that I needed to keep.
Immediately, on my return to Lucknow the next day, I asked what it
means.. It was acknowledged by an improving smile, that was all. No
further questions were asked. No one wanted to know who had said.
No one wanted to get involved in it. The term was, we know, we have
done. We need not prove. Until when I came, then everything changed.
They hadn`t given programs in Agra since eight years. Yes, and Seenu
had also come for the occasion. He would know what is bhava and how
it works and how it`s put to use. Of course, anyone can confirm. Please,
telephone Shiva Rudra Balayogi. I have no need. I had to face it as
I had said in what I believe. In MY SELF.
There is nothing wrong in believing in one`s own self and to start
dhyan on that foundation. But it is a fragile foundation and is only
possibly by the grace of Shri Swamiji. I invisible that grace, one
starts easily thinking that one has done it very well, if not to say,
jolly good. It was Adi Narayain who was nearly speechless upon listening
to me, who had remarked in a private darshan with Shivabalayogi in
Bangalore towards me, "But don´t you know that it is all
with Swamiji`s Blessing that you could do what you did?"
"Thank you very much," I had said upon his interfering words
to Shivabalayogi, "but I managed very well on my own." Would
you believe it! That is Grand!
What are you afraid of? It`s not a duck. It`s a sea gull. Jonathen
Livingston Seagull, we presume. We know that there is no letter e.
R.B. Singh - Bird Body. Thick Brain.
At the time of Mataji`s death, Sri Swamiji was staying in the house
of one of his American hosts. An unusual looking bird came to Sri
Swamiji´s window and would not leave that entire day. When the
news arrived of her death, the bird died before Sri Swamiji`s presence,
and he performed the rites for the bird.
It is the foundation of Mr. R.B. Singh who had come to Germany from
England and given 4 programs in Shivabalayogi´s bhava and had
been accompanied by Mr. Jagadish Kumar. Both, had traveled on instruction
of Miss Yashoda and it had been arrangend by Thomas L. Palotas with
the respective Trustees in England and the U.S.A.
R.B. Singh had given programs on the fourth floor of a building in
Hamburg.. Of Course, he`s responsible and not Mr. M.P. Singh from
Agra. He hasn`t been hosted, he hadn`t been invited in spite of Mr.
Tom Palotas who had requested that we invite Swamiji in bhava on Mr.
M.P. Singh in 1996 in addition to Mr. R.B. Singh who had come in 1994.
We should write, letters ect. and book, he said he thinks, that was
also coming.
Would they accknowledge those facts, no!
Shivabalayogi Maharaj hasn`t decided on anything or anyone he is coming
upon now and then. Anyone who feels should do it can do it. There
are no restrictions. There is no special bhava on M.P. Singh. He feels
he should do the mission on behalf of Shivabalayogi Maharaj. It`s
his devotees who claim. They are the trouble makers.
Sri Swamiji told devotees as late as February of 1994 that neither
his mother nor Mataji had taken new births. They were always with
him, giving advise and warnings. They came in his dreams and he said
it was as they had never left. If they had no need to take up a new
body, why should Shivabalayogi Maharaj. He had completed his mission.
Most of his devotees were very disturbed by Swamiji`s return in a
state of bhava on some of his devotees while the great Yogi`s mahasamadhi
could be visited in his native village Adivarapupeta, in South India.
And since the focus is so much
on M.P. Singh and everything is arranged around his presence there
isn`t much, there is hardly anything he can do for devotees. If he`s
doing for one he has to do for all. He is under observation because
he did Kaya Kalpa for Swamiji. I don`t even spell out the word in
English. Better not. It´s big business. There is nothing that
people wouldn´t do if by those means they could get hold of
that knowledge worth having. Call a spade a spade.
M.P. Singh set out to change the bhava in order to make Shivabalayogi
Maharaj more lovable. What a disaster!
Now we have to keep on telling people, yes he touches devotees but
like this not like that and there are enough women who could, you
know, claim. There is something very strange to it. If one really
did inform officials in the Mission, a Managing International Trustee,
about the experiences one had had with the bhava on M.P. Singh and
R.B. Singh, they weren´t happy to read and have received it.
Not at all. It was difficult to have believe them in my quite ordinary
experieces like French-Kissing Swamiji in England. Thomas L. Palotas
seemed to feel concerned about M.P. Singh Swamiji, Shivabalayogi in
Bhava on, instead of me. He didn`t inquire any further, he offered
no help even though what I had presented to him, in spite of one could
say. If a yogi did what I had written then it would be Misuse of Power
but ....nothing happened. Actually........you know, the fault is ....
who`s? It would be regarded a ....what case? Thomas L. Palotas is
trained. He must know. There is no excuse. He is an International
Trustee of Shivabalayogi Maharaj and didn`t support me. He didn`t
defend me. METOO, hi.
On who`s behalf if not on mine. I am the only one who had given him
the evidence. There is no one else. I could spread it, I had people
read it. Not a single person inquired and offered to inform officials.
One single person. That is all. That is amazing. What happens? Nothing
happens. That ´s how I know for sure. Women had written letters
to Thomas L. Palotas, very ugly information they had given him, he
claimed. He claimed and did nothing.
What is he going to do for devotees on a spiritual level, ask yourself!
It`s not regarde a proper foundation? You bet, now it is. M.P. Singh
- Bird brain. Thick body.
"Swamiji, it`s not good for the Mission."
"Very good, very good!" Swamiji exclaimed. "Go, get
vibhuti!"
He had sent me to the room where his father - in - law had been staying
and he gave me vibhuti when I told him that Swamiji had said he should.
He had been keeping moun(silence) on instruction of Swamiji. That
was the best for him because as events developed.. I think, he `d
have gone out of his mind. It is very difficult to keep in control
when it is ones, one`s own. The father - in - law of M.P. Singh is
a Chauhan and the Chauhan are of Agni Vansh. When there would be a
problem amongst the Rajputs, they are not all in good terms with one
another. It`s another story but of course, the rest isn´t history
because I am one-eko aham. Then they would come!
I shall be many. They would come in the form of three.
"And you did fly and serve," of course, not. I would have
liked to but one needs an American passport. The person who did fly
with Shivabalayogi Maharaj is known in Lucknow as Lal Saheb. He is
no more with us. He and my brother-in-law had taken Swamiji from New
Delhi to Lucknow. His experience has been related to readers. My brother
had given it to me in writing as well as in audible form. He had repeatedly
told the story. The yogi had been invited and stayed in the house
quite shortly after the head of the family, by profession a pilot,
had expired in a helicopter crash in Nepal. Shivabalayogi Maharaj
has come to Lucknow, the capital of U.P. in India. The entire family
in Lucknow knows whom I am writing about. There isn´t any doubt.
No doubt, the title `In the footsteps of the yogi` was given in ignorance
thereof. Mr. M.P. Singh is M.P. Singh, then and now and he`ll return,
after the programs are finished, once the mission is completed, back
to India. Every year M.P. Singh Swamiji does and goes through the
same Prozedere.
"Where is the bhava? Where
is the bhava?" Go look for it. Find it!
Of Course is certainly one of my favourites. I had been told, don`t
use it. The British don`t like it. They regard those as arrogant.
Nothing is of course in what I am writing. Of course, not. Of Course,
there has been prior teaching. I am not the brightest candle on the
cake. Everything, the whole tactic, had to be given in advance and
that was the most difficult, that I can tell you. The pattern I wouldn`t
know myself. Had I known, I wouldn´t have agreed. Never would
I have agreed. I had regarded it simple, like what R.B. Singh was
doing. It didn`t look very difficult. It hadn`t appeared complicated.
Yes, I was asked and I had said, yes, I can do for Swamiji what R.B.
Singh is doing. There wasn`t the slightest doubt.
Siddhi is when it comes effortless. That is when it looks very simple
to others. There is no effort given. It comes by the way. If it don´t
come I don´t care, not like R.B. Singh. We learned from one
another. That`s how to do it in case and in that case I did this and
that is what happened. That one would do it. Shivabalayogi in Bhava
did in English from day one, of course. The first word he had said?
NO.
In England, people had already asked how Swamiji had come upon and
I did answer it in a wide circle like serving in tennis and it ended
on "and then he forgot his socks."
No. They wouldn´t respect it. It had been regarded an ordinary
trance, whatever that is in connection to trance. R.B. Singh´s
had been an ordinary Swami bhava but unsual certainly was that two
people from the Spiritistic Society of England had also come to one
of the programs. For normal people there isn`t anything ordinary to
a state of trance. It is quite freaky. I had asked Tom Palotas to
give me one experience of his in a state of Trance or bhava in form
of a writing, in retrospective seen. He couldn´t because he`d
never had been in such a state and in his writing one couldn`t make
sense to what he gave, really, but not really and then really.. there
didn´t seem to be much reality in it. It sounded like someone
trying to see and feel something that is and is not at the same time,
keeping it up by a lot of good will and the possibility to stop it
at any given time.
In England, they were in the habit of putting vibhuti on someone´s
forehead in case of any strange movements or behaviour and that didn´t
make sense at all.. Whereas in India, programs without the occurance
of trance were simply regarded not good. Swamiji had to manifest in
bhava upon someone. Only then the kirtan would have been regarded
as properly performed. That was the absolute special feature to the
yogi. It was like hard rock, it blew the mind of the people, it hadn`t
been heard of before, it was something new on the spiritual scene.
Ordinary is not a very precize word and neither is normal. R.B. Singh
was an intelligent men and also concerned.
In the book `The Living Yogi` one finds a very short passage where
Swamiji says (that) if he would give a lot of bhava then those people
would be taken to the mental hospitals. More isn`t needed. More one
need not read. That´s it. Give them fear and it´s not
obvious any more that they weren´t in any position to give trance.
Shivabalayogi Maharaj had left and it were mainly spirits dancing
about. The kirtans weren`t good. Not good enough. The energy didn´t
go up. People were heart broken. He had left. It felt emty and hollow.
Swamiji had said, he is not in need of a body, well and good, but
the people`s reality was an emty hall and not that the yogi was with
them or talked to them, neither was the yogi close to them. They couldn´t
honestly claim yogi has never left. And politics, there was a lot
of politics in the ashram, that had been said.
Don`t take anything for granted. One never knows. Ready when you are.
Be Shiva
Write in hindi. On request, England´s adress has been removed
from the International Trust`s adress list. It is Deutschland/England
= shivabalayogi DE
Deutschland and England are like neighbors in one house and not like
lovers or like friends. They are equal to one another and hence it
is given DE What they have in common is, the house they´re living
in is not their own. Hence it´s been said, it is not bulit on
a proper Shivabalayogi Maharaj foundation. The Yogi, whether living
or not, has no say in the house, no demand on it and no control over
it. How can anyone claim that this is Shivabalayogi`s website? The
Yogi had given the same example on the human Body. How can one call
one´s own what one has no control of? On that foundation, by
taking the control over the body of someone who had come to the ashram
in Bangalore, India the great yogi had started his Mission in India
on the foundation of his own land of his own ashram in the City of
Bangalore.
A Tourist like Mr. M.P. Singh is certainly in no Position to do what
Shivabalayogi Maharaj, as a citizen of his own folk and country land,
whether one calls it India or Bharat could do and can stop at any
point in time, within one second, so to speak. Shivabalayogi Maharaj
has completed Yuga Tapas. Shivabalayogi Maharaj is not a Real Estate
Agent by profession. Shivabalayogi Maharaj is doing what a lawyer
would do on behalf of a client. That is also the job of this yogi.
Yogi is working for the benefit of human and a little bit of God´s.
It is not as free born as American people are made to believe. There
are two. DE One sees enlightment in the house. One can easily find
it in Don´t Disturb The Nightingale. The man knows what he`s
talking about and we share the same name. Better to do this then to
wrongly imagine it He had adviced where and when and on which page.
A thousand times he as corrected me. It´s done like with these
earphones of today who need no more outer connection which one could
observe by looking. One takes part in a chess competition, any chess
competition, and one would be told what to do, which move from where
to where and of course, one could lose. Only one thing one shouldn`t
do. One shouldn´t go places where one is told not to go. One
should be able to follow instructions. One shouldn´t do anything
on one`s own accord. The reason is very simple. Like in chess, one
wouldn´t know unless one is a Master.
The son? Are you kidding the people, Shri Swamiji was born to his
parents and not to God. "Don´t you know there is God sitting
there?" that question was also asked but it wasn`t given to Shivabalayogi.
It was directed at me who had asked the yogi a question. A very simple
question. Though it was simple it came from very deep within. It was
a question I had suffered with. Those are the best questions. Those
questions the yogi is waiting for. With those questions one can work
and do something. They are made of a different substance. If one puts
them on a scale they weigh heavy.
I had asked, for how long need one meditate in order to know there
is something to it. That it isn`t fake. I wasn´t prepared for
it. Not at all. Alone.
